Starring in a Horror Movie

Bbrrrriiiinnnnnggg!!!!!!!


My alarm clock just turned off.
Great... another day of misery... *sigh*... Why misery you ask? It's a long story but let me highlight a few factors that make it the horror movie that it is.

-There comes a time when I fell like I can never do anything right. My parents always say that I should do better in school. Keep my grades higher than anyone else's. Easy for them to say. They're not the ones trying to insert everything taught in school into a cranium already filled personal teenage problems.
They just don't understand what it's like. I'm doing the best I can. My knees are weak. My nights feel like oblivion where my very body disintegrates leaving nothing behind but carrying with it the pains and aches I feel.
Phrases like 'you should do the best', 'your best ain't good enough', 'your always below the standards of being #1' keep gnawing at my ears.

-Teachers. There's no surprise there. Teachers can not only be a student's second parent but also their worst nightmare. Quizzes, homework, projects, you name it, are thrown at you. Is there no end. They always check up on those running for honors. Doesn't it seem annoying(say you're writing an essay) when people look over your shoulder.

-Of course everyone else around you still counts. Aside from friends, what do you think processes in the minds of those who look at you in a different perspective. Who are you for them? You could either be someone nice or the devil's daughter/son. For an honor student people can doubt your intelligence. There are also times when people try to pull you down.

Critics every one of them....